okay so don't reply back to the facebook message... you're seriously a fucking punk.. you said you get paid on the 30th yeah oh well we'll see how much you actually send me if you send me anything at all. After knowing you for this many years I've learned that you're a liar(I've witnessed your lies right in front of my face), you don't keep promises or agreements, and you think of yourself before others. funny how despite all this I still loved you very much.. but you could've cared less, because you stopped loving me a long time ago. In 2010 when my mom put the house up for sale I remember you cried.. when we were at the water place.. or at least you teared up while I was crying.. that was the year that we were so close.. if we were both financially secure at the time I would've moved in with you, despite what I said. when you lived with christine and willy I really liked that I could stay over with you, especially when it wasn't a sexual matter because that's when I felt you really just wanted to cuddle with me and I felt the love from you. well whatever that was the past and it is so clear to me how you have changed.. why?? You're such a dick.. Don't fb message me back with bullshit like what's up what's new after what happened a month ago. maybe your memory is just that bad or maybe you think that it wasn't hurtful.. well you're a fool. " oh michelle if only you didn't let your emotions get the best of you.." And on you went telling me we weren't gonna be together ever again and that you moved on... was totally unnecessary and had nothing to do with the topic we were speaking about. I don't even have the messages anymore but I can still remember that first line and exactly what it was about. it makes me so mad that you even think that I want to speak to you and talk about what's new... I just want to make sure you send me the money and then that's that.. Since I let my emotions get the best of me blah blah blah and you told me to fuck off, etc I really feel like we should just talk to each other in a business manner and when you finish paying me the money back we go our separate ways. I hate that this truly feels like the end for us.. but I doubt you give a shit.

You're forgetting about me....

I feel like I'm losing my mind.

ur being so weird. this fucking succkkss.